Today, i read the upper room in sleepy mode. im still very sleepy.. i hope i remember what romans 15:8-31 is about. Sometimes a bit funny, like when i read/study i got sleepy and in the end i hope i remember all like those days studying for exam. when i play drum just like im having presentation.. i never like presentation, i dont express myself by speaking most of the time bcoz tht is my weakest thing i got. hmmmmm mmmm.. typing is way better or painting . In the chapter i read just now im not sure what/which suffering i have/going through..ok suffers with boyfriend ... we are totally different... i hope one day he will get to know Christ... . Another thing is to see things from God's perspective. thats about it... the rest i don understand... so much like studying during school days,,,, gahhhhh need tuition